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lokesiyan.
Give me presents! On 0611 (dd/mm) :D
I study in pioneer primary, haha.:D
Loves to play!:D
Hate studies. But I don't want to be called retard.:D
If you dislike me, FUCK OFF(ALT+F4)
&If you love me, I'll love you back!:D
Wednesday, March 31, 2010!
HandWritten on; 5:05 AM
Going to Cheryl's house was really fun!
Although was there to do our project mainly.
But we played for quite some time too..
Hehe!
Cheryl's bedroom is soo nice <3.
And Yizhen was there too!
Too bad Tracy couldn't come D:
She had tuition to attend too, or it'll be really fun! (:
Cheryl, Yizhen and me were like laughing and laughing..
They both damn hilarious lah can!
Hahaha! Hope there'll be another day like this again (:
And I reached home at uhm, 7.30?
&, me and cheryl sent yizhen back home.
we stopped see-ing her off at the pioneer sec there..
and we were like "byebye yizhen! i want see you cross the road first~"
LOL. like we so guan xin, teeehe! ^^
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HandWritten on; 12:41 AM
Hates people who keeps saying stuffs about others,
making up rumours.
Thinking their so-called "answers" are all correct when it's not even correct.
They keep saying "I know la, don't deny the fact."
Wth? Like as if they knows what i'm thinking.
You know la you know la. Everything also you know.
Know so much go become god la.
(Not meant to offend god!)
You think what? Everything you say correct?
What. You don't tell me you can read my mind.
If you really can then I won't even be posting this anymore.
Stop acting like you know everything okay.
Because you don't.
You don't know how I think, you don't know how I feel.
So just stop acting like as if you know. It's really irritating when i've obviously said "No, that's not true" and you simply ignore that and keep saying.
Really. Irritating!
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HandWritten on; 12:14 AM
Yay. Today chinese teacher didn't come (:
It should've been "Aww" for chinese-lovers perhaps.
But i'm totally not one of them!
Going to Cheryl's house later at around 5pm!
Looking forward (:
Actually just going there to do the language week game.
Hehe! And this Friday is Good Friday!
No school, yay again! ^^
A-kind-of-short-and-sweet-post-yeah?
Tuesday, March 30, 2010!
HandWritten on; 1:27 AM
O.M.G
Today so many homeworks.
Ahhh !
Going to chiong later, hehe(: !
Right now I need to help my sister keep track of CardWhere.
If you have facebook and you haven't like it yet,
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=320854280887&ref=mf
Join the group and like Belle Kylie Chloe's post.
Last day today (:
Anw, here are MORE. random pictures.
Taken yesterday(:
:D
I wanted to follow her, but didn't find any rubberband yet.
;O
You can't see my face~
Actually I just saw my sis taking then I extra there.
Hehe, BOO!
And the last picture, but first..
WARNING: THIS PICTURE MAY BE TOO CUTE FOR YOU :D
Joking. I so act cute right? LOL.
I don't like it too when I act cute ._.
Because I simply don't know how to "Act-Chio"
Hahahas! & Cannot "Act-Ugly" right?
D: Eeks, I KNOW.
Monday, March 29, 2010!
HandWritten on; 4:32 AM
Urgh!
Today was supposed to be a Really.Happy.Day as there wasn't any homework.
But, the 'fantasy' was totally ruined by my stupid class.
As our math teacher, Ms Nyeo, was on MC..
I, as the class monitress (Is that how you spell it?),
And the class moniter (Is that how you spell it, Again?),
Had to take care of this class!
1. The people won't listen.
2. Shouting doesn't really work.
3. They don't really care if I write down their names.
I'm like, OMFG.
This class is totally killing me!
Y'know, I actually wanted to sit down, PEACEFULLY.AND.QUIETLY,
READING MY LOVELY BOOK: Samuel Blink And The Forbidden Forest.
It's forbidden now that I realise it.
The last post, which I wrote Shadow instead, was a total typo!
And the book was borrowed from the library,(:
Which you would've known that if you read the last post (Did you?).
Okay, so I was like..
CLASS, PLEASE JUST SHUTUP AND KEEP YOUR BUTTS STICKED TO THE CHAIR.!!!
-.-' BUTT. they didn't care, Ugh!
They just continued talking..
And I even had to run errands for some people,
fearing that I would write their name .____."
Throw rubbish lah, Pass message lah, Ask his/her friend to lend whatsoever to her lah..
Anyyything also have.!
I COULD'VE ALMOST FAINTED .
Then I reached home I was happy, yay!
Cause my sister's chio & funny Maisie was there hahaha :D
She totally brightened up my day a little.
Hehee(: They wanted to make "Macarons", if that's what they call it.
But they failed. Ended up looking like "Brownies" instead.
LOLOL! Hahahahasss. like chocolate fudge~
But nice though ! O: Although looks quite ugly (OOPS, no offence!:D)
& I went to tracy's house too! Her house is really nice! :D
YEH! and today dinner had my fav veggie which i just ate alot<3.>
Hehee! Cheeky smile :D LOL.
Smilee (:
O.O! OMG.
D: Pinch me face stretch so long, I SO CHUBBY SEH! :D
No lah. Effect(Obviously,?).
THE EVIL FACE OF MINE. MUAHAHAH*
Smilee(: Again~
Ohyea! Here's what the book Samuel Blink And The Forbidden Forest looks like.
NICE RIGHT ;P
Thursday, March 25, 2010!
HandWritten on; 6:41 AM
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HandWritten on; 3:50 AM
Why can't I just control my feelings?
We're acting like total strangers.
Sometimes I just hoped I could read minds,
so that I could see how you felt about me.
Or maybe I don't.. cause maybe it'll be unpleasant.
I don't really know what is going on with my mind.
It kept thinking of things I didn't want it too.
Rebelling? Lol.
;(
3 words;
I hate you.. but at the same time I don't
What's going on with me?! I'd promised never too.
And I'll never. Never, think about that.
Because I know this feelings isn't real.
Hahahass. FORGET ALL SADNESS.
AND LETS BE HYPER WOOTS :D
CAUSE I HATE EMO-NESSS YAH!
ohyea, if you have facebook.
please help me something :
go to http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=320854280887&ref=mf JOIN the group and click the "like" button in Belle Kylie Chloe's post (:
THANKS
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HandWritten on; 2:59 AM
This picture is totally random(:
Okay. I know that I haven't been posting for quite some time.
Well, the problem is.
My laptop is spoilt -_-'
UGH;( sads.
So now I cannot really post alot le hor!
Saturday, March 20, 2010!
HandWritten on; 11:33 PM
Today, Min Kwuan came to my house.
Actually, she's still here doing her homework with Si Hui.
And then, Si Hui tied her hair to two ponytails.
Like, OMG?
SO FUNNY.! Esp she tied it so high.
Ahah, cute.
SO CUTE RIGHT!
Backview! ^^
Oh ya, there's a video too!
But can't upload it now. Got some problems..
Will upload it! Soon, soon.
Min Kwuan is so cute lah can! :D
It's always fun when she's around in my house.
I still remember once Me, Sihui, Min Kwuan, Yee Cheang played blindmice.
Laugh like crazy sia.
We keep laughing and running and "OMGOMG".
And Yee Cheang once fell off the sofa O.O"
I still remember how Sihui was like HEHE.
Sihui was so funny i don't know how to describe ;x!
Yeah.. and today's Sunday already.
Awh, last day of school holiday.
D: So fast. Time flies quickly when you're having a great time!
Actually, I didn't really have a great time as I was always at home,
Idling the whole day don't know doing what!
Tomorrow have to wake up early, so i'd better sleep early today yah!
& Have to get rid of holiday mood already ;/
*sads*
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HandWritten on; 6:44 AM
This holiday is BOR-RING.
Spent the whole holiday rotting at home!
Watching TV, Homeworks, Assessment books, Laptops.
lalalalalalahs!!
I'M ROTTING AWAY AT HOME
THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THEEEEZ.
or maybe it was supposed to be like this.
LOL.
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HandWritten on; 3:47 AM
LOL. My mum was super epic yesterday!
Cause she was like, on her laptop.
Playing her favouriteee game, text twist.
Which I regretted listening to the teacher and introduce it to her.
And now she's so addicted to it.
I wonder, what's so fun about it? Looking for words.
Hm. Guess that different people really has different sentiments!
Okay, so this was what happened.
Her game hanged. So she asked me to help.
I'm like, the so-called Computer Freak at home ;/
Cause everytime they have problem like this they'll always call me.
Well, you can say that I'm the tech-genius in home?
Then I went to Task Manager..
And then closed the application....
Mum: SIYAN! HOW YOU KNOW HOW TO USE TASK MANAGER?
Me: O.O'
Mum: I thought only those IT people know how to use!!
Me: .....
Mum: Wahh! You really Computer Freak leh. Papa! You see!! Siyan know how to use Task Manager sia !
Papa: Siyan, how you go to task manager one?
Me: Uhh.. Control alternate delete lah?
Papa: Where you learn one?
Me: ... Ownself?? If not is I see SiLin do then follow lahs?
Task Manager is like, the most basic thing of all?
And, I guess their relationship has improved! :D Yay.
They went out shopping. And bought a jacker for me since my sis couldn't fit.
EFFINGG NICE. to me ! Can roll up and then button it summore! :D:D:D
Okay this picture is just lame ;O LOL.
^^ And I finally wanted to take a picture (: Btw, it's not my phone. It's my sis'.
From this picture, I realised that my hair is quite long!
Actually, Very long! That's what my sis says.
"How I wish my hair was as long as yours.."
Hahahahas! :P
You know what's funny?
THIS.
My daddy!
Wearing my mum's shirt that she just bought(It's a just bought, right? Not sure though! ;x)
Hehehe! I think that god fufiled my wish..
(: THANKS GOD! My family is once happy again, <3>
OH,oh! This picture is even funnier!
^^ TWIZZ (: Smile everyones! ;P
Wednesday, March 17, 2010!
HandWritten on; 11:16 PM
Yay, just downloaded Google Chrome on this laptop.
Quite cool, quite fast.. Probably faster than Mozilla Firefox?
Idk. I've no idea.
Now i've absolutely no idea what to do.
So bored. Probably go to Facebook, Maple etc..
Not gonna play for so long though, later parents scold.
"Why never study?!"
Ohgosh!
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HandWritten on; 10:31 AM
Vampire's Assistant was nice!
Just finished watching it.
Right now it's 1.32 AM.
So late already, feeling quite sleepy and head kind of hurts too.
Cause i'm looking at something so bright in the dark.
Ouch.
Goodnights! Not sleeping now, but soon.. After I go to facebook to check something!
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HandWritten on; 8:10 AM
Wow! Today is sure moviee night!
Going to watch Vampire's Assistant soon.
Just watched Percy Jackson and it was so cool!
Love the water effects!
And today I bought roller coaster to eat too!
Long time no eat already. Missed it, yeah. I did.
And since it's the holiday, I don't mind sleeping late (:
LOL. Ok, bbye.
Monday, March 15, 2010!
HandWritten on; 6:44 AM
Ewh.. how come my blog song "Better In Time"
Is at ChunKiat's facebook.. Same video summore..
And he put yesterday 7pm+..
I put the song at like 5pm...
Want to delete this song now.
But just can't, Cause it just sometimes reflects how I feel.
And the song is nice (:
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HandWritten on; 6:32 AM
Wattehell D: !
My sister Belle, lied to me.
She say she anyhow guess one when I ask her " Really arh? "
And she said, " Ya, I don't know. I think so."
"I think so". Means it's not real lah!
She made me shed tears for nothing.
I hope that my parent's relationship will get better !
HALLELUJAH
and I think it will.. because my dad just called her on the phone and call her "Laopo"!
Weets, LOL :D
♥MY.FAMILY!
If you don't know what I mean please look at the post before this!
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HandWritten on; 4:13 AM
Today, my parents just sat in their bedroom all they long talking,
Talking something I didn't know about..
I don't really know if I should post about this,
But I really need to speak out my feelings as it feels very miserable,
Keeping those feelings inside my heart.
When I went in, I heard them talking hokkien.
Although i'm not very good at hokkien, I can still guess out some words.
Then, I went to my bedroom and asked my sister..
Me: "You know mummy and papa talking about something annot.. They whole day sit at bedroom talktalktalk.."
Belle: "You don't know meh, yesterday night already like that le.."
Me: "Ooo?"
Belle: "Mummy is even deciding to Divorce."
When they went out, I went in to their room, wanting to bathe.
Then I thought about them divorcing..
I cried, tears just flowed down freely..
No matter how much I didn't want them to.
I thought..
"Is this family really going to split up just like this?
Will I lose my parents..?
I love them very much.. but why must things always end up this way?
I don't want to let this family split.. Isn't there anything I can do?
Or should I just stop crying.. perhaps it wouldn't happen, right?
Nobody can predict the future.."
But I still couldn't stop crying,
Then I didn't know what else to do.
I prayed,
"Dear god.. please, i'm begging you.. don't let this family split just like this.. I now then realise, how much I loved this family. Everytime when I think, "How I hope I didn't have parents like this! I HATE THEM.", I didn't really mean it.. I just said it out of anger, please.. I love my family very much and don't want it to split.. just like this, I missed the times when i was young.. Whole family sits together with lots of laughter.. God, can you please let this all be a nightmare.. End this misery, I want my family back together happily.. Amen.."
I'm feeling really sad now.
I hope it won't happen..
Sunday, March 14, 2010!
HandWritten on; 1:36 AM
One thing i just don't get about people,Is that when someone loves that person,They are very certain that that person likes him/her too.Why?
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HandWritten on; 12:39 AM
OMG. Just now while bathing,
I forgot to on the heater.
And the worst thing was..
.
.
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It has just rained cats and dogs outside,
D; so coldd.!
Saturday, March 13, 2010!
HandWritten on; 10:45 PM
WELCOMES TO MY NEW BLOG (:
And btw, it's thBLURon-ee,
not the bluron-ee, incase you misunderstand .
The reason why i named it theBLURon-ee, is because well..
I'm quite of a blur queen okays? ;x
Yeah, and welcome to my new blog, again.
I hope you enjoy your stay here ! ^^
Will be greatful if you tag (:
THANKS!
